So until further notice I've quarantined the part of my mind that's in charge of romance. So unless you're Special K, don't worry about me trying to start something with you. My summer is going to be filled with friends and good times! I'll be hanging out with my Elgin High School friends, we're gonna be Mexican this summer!!
AND NO, I will not be worrying about fickle matters of the heart cause there's waaaay to much to worry about other than these silly things. Like I have to get a leg up on this whole Newspaper business! STILL HAVEN'T FOUND A SPONSOR...Probably cause I haven't asked anyone after being flat out rejected by Slwaski ;__:
What if everyone says no? What if everyone's too busy? I mean this is what I want to do with my life! I need to get a start somehow! If not now, then when? I'm scared man. I really am. Junior year, i've got how many AP/Honors classes lined up? All of them? What if I don't come through? I'll be letting myself down, there's just so much riding on this year...If I fail I'm fucked...So pessimistic right now
But let's try and bring it back to a more positive note...umm I haven't talked to Special K in a while. Ugh I feel so weird thinking about her cause I know that i'm overreacting and pulling a Carlos -__- What did I do wrong though? I know it's my fault, I just don't know what I did. Headass.
But umm, the other day I heard this cool song on the internet, it's nice and cheery. Kinda what I need to listen to and pump through my brains, just glazing over that dark corner where I threw all my doubts and insecurities. Ignorance is Bliss my friends.
P.S. I'm only posting this because I feel like I haven't posted in a while, so I'm doing that. Oh and because I know no one's reading this anymore.
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